surprise, surprise, no tuition today, but got to start doing hwk soon coz i got worship practise later in church......

Nth much today, but Azmi scolded the class for the first time becoz of i'll bo chap attitude toward the math coursework, of course we're not all at fault but nvrmind, he apologized to us later, haha, just like tucky when i was in sec1, i mean, have you ever had teachers who actually apologize to you for scolding you!? Anyway, just shows Azmi's a great teacher, real glad to have him this year, but i wonder wad's all the deal bout having higher expectations of GEP students.

First official langartA lesson with Ferdinand Quek, he looks scary when he's not speaking, but he's really quite a fun guy...he made us write our names on playing cards (i got four of clubs...). Anyway, there was the episode of the 'un pullable screen' , he couldn't pull down the projector screen and it made a hilarious scene....He was like asking us for the password that would get the screen to stay down (eg. tien is ugly/tien is veryvery ugly....) and yeah....it left all of us in stitches..

Chem Prac: apparently i wrote a whole lot of redundant info and got 1 mark.....hey at least i showed effort, and how am i to know that the answer was so simple, i thought there was more to it than that, so i looked for more info and wrote down....and turns out all of it is redundant.....nvrmind, nxt time i shall write more to the point if that's wadBill Chia wants

Received First mail from SMP mentor Matthew Lau last night, he gave me and Derek some sites to read through about biofilm, i read and read and i understood a tinsy weeny bit. Looking forward to working in SMP, but it would really take up a lot of my time

The 3.9 Band is going fine, we are currently working out a schedule on who's free when and how we are gonna be grouped up...Main prob now is kester's mom disallows us to go to his home coz he has no maid, but we hope he'll let us if we do it in the porch....Anyway, Ding also wants to pull out of the band...why? He says there's too many pppl, would really want him to stay, but if he wants to go....we can't stop him.

Finished China proj!!! YEA!!! i need OEP pics for the proj, so i check daniel's briefcase, but wad gd is 15 pictures only, i think i need to ask fab for some photos or my proj will stink. on the topic of proj, i need to get physics done, i'm so motivated after looking at tien's (he did one whole long report).....Oh yea, first time i left hwk to last minute today when i went to library during recess to type out math proj, that was very 'heng'.....

Worship practise in like 2 hrs, which reminds me bout my relationship with God. ppl think i'm such a gd christian and all, but i think i'm just like/worse than everyone else, you should know wad's going on in my mind everyday....Anyway, i'm determined to go give him my all in my services to him from now on!!! And tonight i shall start anew, and renew my relationship with him by doing a gd session of quiet time and hopefully i can maintain this quiet time and relationship, i know its not easy but i'll try. After sinning countless of times, i often wonder whether God really forgives me, it does say in 1 john, but it says only when we earnestly repent will he forgive us----am i earnestly repenting? i really dunno.....i wish i could get rid of certain sins in my life....I want to serve him with a gd heart, i wanna play the keyboard for him, lead other believers into worship, i wanna make disciples and bring ppl to christ for him, atm tien and kenny are new christians, maybe i can guide them. And i have to help Chong Wee too, i tried last yr and got overpwred by his scienceness....well i just have to pray and trust God to work in CW's life....
I must be careful of worshipping only coz i like the songs, that's the wrong spirit, the wrong heart i shld have. I shld actually meditate on the words and really thank God, not just sing coz it sounds gd, that's an inherent problem with ppl like me sometimes.....
Well, i wanna live a better life for you Lord, thanks for all the changes you've implemented in my life so far, i see gradual improvements in my character, and i hope you'll keep working in me and moulding me, plz nvr give up on me Lord....amen