Learning Loneliness

when God wants you to learn to delight in Him wholly and wholeheartedly -
when He wants you to know that He loves you more than anyone else -

Jesus is all the world to me - can we truly say this?
Better is one day in your courts - than a thousand elsewhere?

and He showed me what it was like to feel alone. it was painful.
and He showed me what it was like to be with Him only. i think it it was meant to be joyful.
but why couldn't I spend it well with Him.
why so dependent on people.

shouldn't let worldly things sway our emotions
joy is certain - it is deep - and shan't be easily taken away
surely the Lord will keep me joyful.

as we shot each other today. the fray along the corridor.
the 3 kg guns running circuits in the IB block.
friends are so important ya?
but i know we should all place God above all.
He is after all - our best friend. but this is so hard to say.

at least we're back on track for spiritual blueprint.
no time for complacency though.
keep praying keep watch
the Lord will reveal Himself soon.

O the joys when we wrapped our arms around each other
Together we will work until He comes again
but did that joy come from Him. or from fellowship.
I sure hope the former. aye. i need to depend more on Him
As long as there is love - we will stand

Econs tuition. Fish porridge at Bukit Timah ended the day.
and then i walked home alone again.
but at least there wasn't emptiness this time
at least there was God
and with Him there was joy.
lingering sadness - go away!
the Lord is my song and salvation!

(: Amen.