Felt the urge to post this, not sure why, but there are so many problems that plague Christians, sometimes we feel like grasshoppers in the midst of giants. But before we go on, let us remember that our Father in heaven (Papa!) is greater than all these combined. :)
It's so hard living up to standards of holiness. This has been mentioned countless of times, but as the race goes on, somehow your stamina improves, but we as humans are always prone to failure and to tripping up (like I did today). It's a horrible feeling when we trip up due to our own sin and wrong decisions. We feel dead. Yes literally dead. It's a feeling of not being with God anymore because sin has severed those ties. Today I felt dead. It was a lousy feeling, hot, sweaty, uptight, tired, unable to do anything, consumed by guilt. How can one be so close to God at times yet fail Him. How can one feel the love of God yet betray Him? Reconciliation is the only solution. And do it fast.
The Humility Paradox. One cannot claim to be humble for that in itself is not humility :D
Sharp Sharp Conscience. This bugs me all the time. Don't know how many people feel the same way. When we sin, we get forgiven, there's that peace and joy we shld feel. however, many times us with sharp consciences just can't shed off the gulit. It's tough...and it just keeps bugging away though we know we've been forgiven. Double edged sword...this conscience thing.
Well...gtg now..chatting to Ding and Martin online :D
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