UPDATE!!!! wow finally....:P

now today was the first worship band practise....it was reallly encouraging that we could bond..however there was the problem of unity....i think in music were united...but like in the case of communication and stuff it was substandard...and yea i think we also need to focus more on God...like not turn it into a performance kinda thing. Ian was like messing around with the keyboard and weird sounds came out....:P And the most hilarious thing today has to be lugging the drums all the way from the auditorium to the CPA and back!!! now you try that...it's hard...and to make matters worse...the band was there staring at us with strange glances..

well, i think either i have nth to talk abt...or i'm having an abnormal hormone surge...

an interesting question from my cousin on sunday:

'how many girl contacts you have on msn?'

i kinda pause for a moment..but the answer is certain...hmmm besides my cousin's contacts...i probably have none except Lejon's g/f (gasps!!) ok nvrmind...the last convo i had with alicia anway was a big joke...wait lemme look it up on my past records...

ali/cia-			hey sorry.
ali/cia-			what hanyupinyin is 歧?
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			???
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			wad does the newz abt me getting highest in chinese spread so far??
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			lol
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			umm
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			it's qi(2) or qi(3)
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			i think
ali/cia-			hahaha.
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			one of them
ali/cia-			thanks (:
ali/cia-			sorry for the random qn
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			np
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			yah so scary..
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			yah i checked oreddi
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			qi(2)
ali/cia-			ohh, kk
ali/cia-			thanks!
|||Lim ClaN struMMeR~|||			welcome
ali/cia-			thanks for all your help gtg tata

hmmm strangely odd and boliao....seems the only things ppl talk to me abt these days is abt hwk and stuff...i must be gd for nothing else.

so back to the part abt girls....never had the chance and probably won't have a chance in a long long time. Besides a short stay at Fairfield Primary for 3 yrs....there was little contact with the opposite gender...hmmm...was nvr good with any of them in the first place. And honestly saying...which one of us here is?

why'd you think i start to put this girl (or at least androgynous person) on my blogskin and i have well...*ahem* for my avatar on msn...it's deprivation. Well of course deprivation isn't a bad thing...it removes distraction and allows me to focus on work and other more imporatant things right?

I'm your classic mugger....cao geek and i do nth else except hwk and work and no playing at all...i think i must be soooo weird...and compared to half the class or half the ppl i know...i guess i'm not as attractive? (lol and to the half below me...well...sorry :P). Not that looks matter...i think character is more important that outward appearance. Outward appearance is temporal, it fades away with age...it's superficial...character..well that lasts forever, and character is always harder to accept than looks.

of course looks matter so much at first...because no one will come to you if you don't have any...only when the intial attraction has taken place...then character comes in as an important factor...

lol i'm acting like i know a whole lot...but when it comes to actual experience i must say i'm a big loser...when it comes to socializing....i'm not that good...and when it comes with socializing with girls...well it gets worse!! the only girls i'm comfortable with are my cousins....and you find that only ard ppl you know well can you do stupid and insane things that make no sense....

well i'll end off b4 i reveal too much of myself regarding this matter :P

btw...does ian count as a female contact??? ( oh sorry!!! i was joking...really!!!!!!!!!! you can whack me in school if you get mad :P )