Maybe i should just be myself....good old boring Tim self...that means

1) to keep on mugging
2) to be less random
3) to keep cracking useless GEP pun jokes
4) to be 'too nice' to ppl
5) to be a goodie-two-shoes

I admit it...these are the qualities that i think i possess...lol and i'm not exactly proud of them. But i guess ppl like to accept ya just the way you are....wad ppl hate most is an outer mask that hides the true inner being. :P Or maybe i shld just do the Johari window thingy to find out more about my 'blind spots'. Then again that may just be a terrible idea.

Personality is definitely more important than outlook...looks are superficial but frankly speaking they are what are attractive in the first place. unfortunately for those not blessed with really good looks (aka me), well we just have to try and speak up so that ppl can understand and see our personality...problem is many of us are just introverted. :(

Slipping into fits of depression at times...thank goodness thinking about and speaking to God makes all the difference...his love for us is just so great (and i'm not being an escapist Nietzche!). Or simply thinking of the blessings he has given me (yes...those are you guys my frens...)....it just brings a smile on my face.

But good things nvr last...one day we will all have to go our separate ways....sigh...one day we'll all be split apart...the cruelties of society. But we'll spend an eternity in heaven! Don't forget one another!

thanks guys *smiles*