haiz...it's been a long day.

Bible study with Mr Jonathan Ng and Mr Simon Bongard....a bit weird...but at least Kester was there as well. I don't know...just a bit disappointed at the turnout. But there's no need to i guess. God doesn't measure success by the number of people present. Here I am ...Send Me...a prayer i prayed, and though there were so few people, and i came late, and Mr J Ng was supposed to be on MC...well everything kinda worked out fine :) That's one of the ways i've seen God working today.

Well as i told Ding today...there's a side to all of us which no one ever notices or will ever understand....as for me...i'm afraid it's true as well. Probably wad my parents would term as an introvert...but i find that sometimes i don't quite fit in and sometimes the number of true frens i have are few...and will soon go. Attributing alot of this traits to a pretty troubled childhood i guess. There are certain things that ppl will nvr understand, ever had the feeling of wanting to let go but at the same time not wanting to.

BB guys are weird. Or so ChongWee claims. Perhaps i am weird, well everyone is to some extent. And if i were courageous enough to stand out and speak abt something...welll then the weirdness may even come as a nasty shock to many. Lol you wouldn't believe what goes on in this mind of mine :)

kk gtg. Happy Valentines' Day to all who have a valentine. Me? most definitely not in a long long time