Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Tim is back from kluang and seriously going to be back in blogging busiiness....doesn't matter if you guys don't want to read though :P the good news is that i have finally caught up to ian...we're back on even terms after the kluang trip..a new beginning and everything...yes (tim stop deceiving yourself...your blog is dead) yay

My comp was just infected by a trojan...in a few seconds i saw tons of pop ups of email scanning...this is when norton becomes your enemy. No worries..i found out there was something called 'system restore' after one year of this computer.

I have decided to change my habits of daoing ppl on msn and now i shall attempt to reply anyone who messages me..unless it begins with a 'rawr' or sth.

My password was changed to 'cleftis'. I now declare that as word of the day...go and figure out what cleftis means (by any means...googling...) and post it...i have no idea what it is...but i hope it is nothing weird. Thank you sean's email!

Here's the first attempt at defining 'cleftis'...contributed by sean :)

- seann_ is[sues] "the chongwee show!" // onli on BDFM, channel 69 -.LimIDTS`'- says:
IT"S A PW
- seann_ is[sues] "the chongwee show!" // onli on BDFM, channel 69 -.LimIDTS`'- says:
it's not supposed to mean anything zomggggggggg

My internet adapter can't work :(

Blogskins have gone on a standstill due to school and lots of work...i have 9 to date...so you could always go to blogskins.com...search 'limmdt' and find my stuff....it's not great...but i'm quite happy that i managed to conquer html and css

THE KLUANG STORY [finally]:

I shan't drone on and on...but i shall highlight a few highlights of the camp (haha):

1) Mud and Rain. Simply said it rained on the first day and it set the mood for the rest of the camp...dull and sad...until the third day at least. Needless to say, we got brown feet and toes for most of the camp

2) The first night was full of chongwee laughters....three word story's bawdy jokes, and the neighbouring tent's crazy pokemon game, where they messed up with names like korbat (that's a neopet...btw) and said that tangela was a big tangled mass of ****.

Nvrmind...i got my sleep.

3) Lake water feels good when you have nothing else

4) Friendships...something i would love to discuss later on in this post....

5) Patrick (aka blue boy) was the real joker throughout the camp...and my tent was nvr short of laughs with his antics....be it playing ace of spades in hearts....or playing queen of spades to win the set...or wearing his buff shirt...of course i give it to dan for cracking the jokes.

6) I sleep talk and dan sleep talks and ding sleep talks :)

Ok...now my discourse on friendship......

flashback to sec1...i always had a close clique with fab....coming from p1 all the way up...this was expected anyway. We remained as close friends...and we did our ISO together with Elliot on left handers and right handers. Still remember it was a time when the ACPS ppl were still closely bonded and everyone resided in their own school cliques. That time i was still relatively close to ppl like jin and maybe even elliot...but time does funny things to your frienships.

Fast forward to sec2...busking was a major event in my school life....the formation of the Lim Clan was a milestone...up to now...it is a term that characterizes me and probably of the fading links between Derek, Ian, Sean and I. That time we were so close...we went for sleepovers at sean's place...and did many projects together...stuck closely...chatted alot, probably something to do with fab not being in 2.13 that resulted in such a new friendship. I still held on to fab...trying quite hard to maintain that promise of 'best friend' with him..but it was difficult. Slowly i drifted away to the Lim Clan ...and it was a great experience.

Sad to say..from there it's been a 2 way split. Derek and I (bonded through SMP) and Ian and Sean (bonded through...ummm mutual attraction?) I wish i could have maintained the relationship on ian's side and sean's side...that's why i still try to participate in their convos...but i've realised that you can't be a close friend to everyone...and slowly our interests have differed and we have drifted....still i try to speak more often with those friends that were once close but have slowly drifted. I kinda miss Sean and Ian's company.

Another milestone was Ken Wei...most ppl don't have a good opinion of him...but we had quite a relationship going...till his separation to NUS High destroyed it. Still we have occasional reunions...but honestlyl...ken has his own clique and i'm the outcast in it....honestly...i'm an outcast almost everywhere.

On to Sec3. Fab returns...i think that's when i realised i had to amend my friendship with him...i did so..but at the expense of Sean and Ian. The BB freaks become esp. close due to BB...and Bong starts to speak up and in a way SK was something that bonded us too (but hopefully not the strongest thing that bonds us). Still Sec 3 was a story of BB bonding...and that leads up to this year.

Honestly Ding and Fab are probably the closest friends i've got...and sometimes i might get a little too close to them (Ding gets annoyed by doggish behavior). I'm actually quite an outcast in class...not v. outspoken and when there is lots of commotion...if you look carefully...i'm always either standing in a corner looking on at everyone's fun...or trying to integrate myself but often to no avail. It's quite sad...i think my social life is crappy. But i'm trying.

I treasure my friends...i miss my friends...and i shall make an honest list of my close friends and friends i hope to grow closer to:

Close: Fab and Ding
Closer(this will be long): Lim Clan, Dan, Bong, Kenny, Chongwee (a very caring friend indeed...despite his sometimes weird tendencies)...and the list goes on. only time will tell.

As i move up to IB...i feel the need for lasting friendships that will survive the Year 5 split..and it starts now...this year...the last year we'll all be together as one GEP cohort...

Let's make this one fruitful year and forge friendships that will last an eternity! Not forgetting that it is God who provides for fellowship and helps to sustain our friendships...hopefully you guys read this...*crosses fingers*


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