I'm soft....ok i'm not one of those SNAGs....but honestly i was born soft.

take today morn for an instance...i would have thought mr azmi would understand...but he didn't let derek and i go for an SMP meeting....i know it was for our own good....but...it's just...i dunno. So i sit around...apparently ok...but inside i was going to cry. Derek seems to have no problems...but i must be really emotional. When Fish and Tek came the second time to call us, mr azmi let us go....but i went with tear-filled eyes....dunno why....not because i kena scolded or anything...it's just that i thought we were misunderstood.....this wasn't our fault....so i just bear with it...

in the end we ask mr chia and he let us off, we come back...and i was real silent for at least 10 minutes if you didn't notice....after that i was back to normal and learning abt permutations.....

well i think mr azmi was just mad lah....coz like tien was already saying stuff like he wanted to get out of class...and the whole class looked like they couldn't be bothered...so maybe for a moment he just didn't understand....or asked us to stay in a manner that hurt....Can't blame him totally....

It's not that we want to miss class...many times i reject attachment programs because i don't want to miss classes...i nvr want to...when i'm sick i force myself to go....and just as a warning to mr azmi...nxt wk thurs the higher mother tongue ppl are gonna be at O lvl papers...just don't get mad again. I hate missing classes....esp math.

But maybe i'm just petty...which isn't exactly one of the 'male attributes'. Yes i can be petty at times but i try to forgive fast or think and reflect if it was my fault in the first place.....

but yea i'm quite sensitive wan....esp when it comes to offending ppl like today....i hate offending ppl...i dislike it when ppl are upset with me...it's just not a comfy feeling...so i'll always try to reconcile asap.....

well struggling to find time to study again...chinese zuo wen...all coz of SMP...sigh...tomorrow oso got...sian