umm kester is bugging me to link me...but hey...i haven't linked anyone in ages...i'm just toooooo lazy...honestly..i'm really sorry but many times i just lack to commitment to link EVERyone and read everyone's blog...it is impossible.

recently everyone's been going crazy...our class with the addition of chongwee's giggles, a paper crane and ian's antics has become quite a bit more feminine...and we have to thank tedkin for providing some sort of balance....and i guess i make it a bit worse by being there..
It's a natural thing for boys to degenerate in an all boys' school....too bad

God bless Ian for his guitar exams!!! good show today at amath!


EEddddddiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!

well somehow because i see that ian is thoroughly offended by both LCE and the likes of all of us....shall continue to post in response.

well if you guys haven't seen the tag on ian's board...i kinda feel its important to repeat it here...not that i'm always trying to be the goodie 2 shoes or wadever...but i feel that sometimes we got to learn how to laugh at ourselves...to take a joke....a possible insult....or you know...the insult could have been unintentional and wouldn't be an insult if we were just a tinsy winsy bit less sensitive. Life would definitely be more positive and happier if we learnt to take the comments thrown at us and if we learnt to laugh at ourselves sometimes....

sure...you say i don't have first hand experience...well being top in sec 1 and 2 mean constant comments of being smart...whispers and joy when someone beats in in the latest zuowen...or other stuff....and after countless times of that...i'm still not really miffed (as ding puts it). Plus...countless comments have also been made about me....ummm how i'm like...how i look...that kinda stuff...but i try as hard as possible to laugh it off and get over with it!!!

Take it from one sensitive person to another...i think we should all be less sensitive....but to a certain extent...everything is about balance. Too sensitive and people will start to stay away from you....like who wants to stay near a bomb that's abt to explode...or someone who is easily offended....too insensitive and you'll be shunned from as well. well it isn't easy...i have my problems dealing with this as well.

as for ian and my previous blogpost...well i'm sorry if i was insensitive...but honestly...i think LCE really meant it as a joke...not directed at you and chongwee but rather at the class as a whole...after all it is not just ian who seats on people's laps...(or is it...nah). And yea if you just look at it from a wider perspective...you'd probably realise this as well.

btw i agree that Chongwee's a good friend...sure he seemed weird at first...but somehow he's always able to sense if something's up with you and then he'll come over and ask if anything's wrong...that kinda thing.....

well i gtg now...i hope ian reads this and i hope this will shed some light on the matter....lighten up! (ahahah pun) and then ppl will call me lame...but you know wad...i'll laugh it off :P

More exam rush...haven't been able to blog recently...i need to buy more cups...to MUG more!!! ahahahahahahahaah........

well ok nth much. this was a random post...so i expect random tags :P

it is amazing how surprised ppl can get when you tell them you've been under the knife before...especially at the unmentionables. Yes it is not as if i'm a eunuch...i'm just possible jew...but i'm pretty sure i'm born right here on the little red chilli padi dot in the middle of the indian ocean.

And no it is not really that embarassing though i had to do it in primary 5. Was supposed to be when i was born...so i wouldn't remember or feel any pain...but then it was delayed to see 'what would happen' and i had to suffer in primary 5, this is one thing i'm still a bit upset abt.

And yes when it happens it hurts>< not during the thing...no during the op you're under this wonderful thing known as General Anaesthetic, and you feel nothing...but AFTER that...hohoho...different story. I couldn't pee i think...and they don't allow you to leave the hospital until you pee at least once..and trust me it took loonnggg. And wad do i get for enduring the excrutiating operation...and pretty certificate of ...get this....bravery!!! ahahahaah

back home it was big gigantic tshirts and possibly dresses for a week...bathing was a real chore....everything was horrendous...it wasn't abt 1 wk b4 i could wear pants...

welll i have now said all i wanted...i shall not tolerate anymore laughing at my condition...ha! well ok...i don't mind lah :P

physics study today, the list mr chan gives looks oddly alien...

well i did not get to do the eddddiiiiittttttt thing yesterday...and i don't think i'll be able to today.

Today was an experience unlike no other, decked in berms and short sleeve shirts, we enter the freezing auditorium and must have stayed there for 4 hours altogether, we hibernated, we shaked our legs, we banged tables, we made funny sounds, and all that just to stay alive. With numbed hands we persisted on writing, and i must have spent 1 hr on that comprehension. not only this, we arrive late for core math when learning a new topic. Though mr azmi did not seem very pleased with less than half the class still in tact, he did not get mad...which is a good thing.

The PSG sells healthy food on fried food day, now which one would most ppl choose? well because i am anorexic and bulimic i will choose the first

Ms phuan is out for some operation, dunno for wad, many ppl commenting abt her teeth...umm i don't think it's that simple. well we have bio free periods...is that a good thing?

ok i gtg....studying is a sian process

i dunno how ppl keep a rate of 1 blog post a day...i am struggling to survive...soon this will become a desolate blog, away from all life and ppl, and it will fade to become just a mere private diary...but seriously....i don't really mind. funny how ppl start out wanting private diaries and prohibiting anyone from reading at all, then they grow up, progress on and start to own blogs which they WANT ppl to read...or they'll just give up altogether.

Now i'm attempting an impossible stunt...studying the whole sec 3 chinese syllabus in one night..:) wish me good luck...i'm at chapter 8 and there are like 35 chapters....mind you it is 7 o clock...i have ard 4 hrs left!!!

physics was wasted today, the period we need most and the hcl ppl missed it

i wrote a lousy zuo wen today, and everyone rejoiced

if i have time, which i probably won't, i'll do that eddddiiiiitttttttt thing later :P

I'm soft....ok i'm not one of those SNAGs....but honestly i was born soft.

take today morn for an instance...i would have thought mr azmi would understand...but he didn't let derek and i go for an SMP meeting....i know it was for our own good....but...it's just...i dunno. So i sit around...apparently ok...but inside i was going to cry. Derek seems to have no problems...but i must be really emotional. When Fish and Tek came the second time to call us, mr azmi let us go....but i went with tear-filled eyes....dunno why....not because i kena scolded or anything...it's just that i thought we were misunderstood.....this wasn't our fault....so i just bear with it...

in the end we ask mr chia and he let us off, we come back...and i was real silent for at least 10 minutes if you didn't notice....after that i was back to normal and learning abt permutations.....

well i think mr azmi was just mad lah....coz like tien was already saying stuff like he wanted to get out of class...and the whole class looked like they couldn't be bothered...so maybe for a moment he just didn't understand....or asked us to stay in a manner that hurt....Can't blame him totally....

It's not that we want to miss class...many times i reject attachment programs because i don't want to miss classes...i nvr want to...when i'm sick i force myself to go....and just as a warning to mr azmi...nxt wk thurs the higher mother tongue ppl are gonna be at O lvl papers...just don't get mad again. I hate missing classes....esp math.

But maybe i'm just petty...which isn't exactly one of the 'male attributes'. Yes i can be petty at times but i try to forgive fast or think and reflect if it was my fault in the first place.....

but yea i'm quite sensitive wan....esp when it comes to offending ppl like today....i hate offending ppl...i dislike it when ppl are upset with me...it's just not a comfy feeling...so i'll always try to reconcile asap.....

well struggling to find time to study again...chinese zuo wen...all coz of SMP...sigh...tomorrow oso got...sian

"<Justme>: Come to think I met this girl once who I thought looked a little like Tim. Hmmm, should have taken a closer look..."

ahhh....at least it was the girl who looked like me and not the other way round!!!

*sniff* i guess if i'm without my specs on then the above statement is true to a certain extent....but why shldn't it be..? i mean humans all have the same DNA makeup for 99.9% or sth...and only the remaining small portion is different. X and Y are a difference of one place in the alphabet.

and btw i did all the stuff in the dark...so i had no idea how i looked....but if you ask me honestly....yea i think i could make a convincing girl. o.O

Bio lesson has taught abt a SRY gene where a girl can have the genetic makeup of a boy...yea XY girl....that's one interesting thing we get to learn in bio....well i nvr regretted taking bio over geog...though i missed having a cheery and exceptional geog teacher in mrs sandra sim....i've nvr regretted it....ms phuan is just as nice in my opinion...except that the rest of the class apparently does not think so!!

I'm doing flag raising nxt wk....

wad am i doing now??!! i shld be studying!!!

i give up, studying is too stressful...there's so much to do, so little time.....

SMP is a big burden as well. Youth Science Conference means i don't have Friday and Sat to study

staying up late nights

guilt at not doing enough....being too distracted....hopefully it won't affect performance.

well like i said...this blog and tagboard is dead...but just like Mr Azmi i will persist in posting. I will now attempt to post all i can in ard 10 minutes b4 i chiong study for half an hr and then go for tuition...:(

well well....BB advance party on friday was really eventful. Kicked off with me going much much earlier for the BB Exco meeting. Xunliang soon came along and we proceeded with the usual BB open game. The meeting was delayed from 3 to 4....lol.. Noteworthy things discussed included the well anticipated Amazing Race planned by Jianyang, Alex and I. Hopefully the planning does not go to nothing (in the case that mr ng bans the thing altogether). However...now the camp is to be organized outside of sch...that means sentosa...gb campsite or bb hq or sth like that...and that's better coz there will be No restrictions :)

Lots of problems faced...not enough cardboard...not enough scissors...but eventually we got our act together...evidently the admin is still learning as we enter the month of september. We spent the night making shields....with cardboard boxes...wasting large amount of scotchtape to laminate the boards....lol...shld have seen the disgusted look on Ding's face as rolls and rolls of scotchtape went into the bin. Also, me and fab create a uber cool water bomb catcher to catch bombs...unfortunately the next day we found that it was uselesss :P

Mr Azmi bought us supper that night, everyone got a burger and an apple pie...Thanks Sir!1 and btw...HAPPY BELATED BDAE!!! it was a wonderful night. The school however... was spookkyyy...yes the sch and the oldham head and the shadows flickering and moving across the walls....ever wondered if the sch was...*gasp* haunted?

It was a cold night....and the admin room was being blasted by a 16 degree celcius aircon....I couldn't sleep at all...cuddling up nxt to Ding was not good enough either....shld have seen all the weird stuff i did to beat the cold:

1) Talk to sleep...evidently did not work due to Emil's phone and other contributing factors.
2) hugging Ding: though extremely gay...it worked for alwhile b4 I decided to be more decent
3) Interlocking spurs of legs: yeah stacking legs upon each other for heating each other up...worked for alwhile then it got cold again...also the last leg on top always gets frozen eventually
4) Going outside to defrost: nope...when you went back in again....
5) ANd finally....the only thing that worked...though it was seriously embarassing...raiding the admin room cupboard for a blanket....sure sounds normal...until you consider that i pulled out a pair of long pants for Ding...groped around more and pulled out a skirt for myself :) So yes...surprised at how pleasantly slim my waist was...i put on the skirt and go to sleep...was the most comfortable the whole night....well we also got a couple of blouses out (weirdest things to find in a BB room) and covered ourselves....after that we went to sleep...finally. So yes...the first time that cross dressing worked out for a better purpose. of course...me sleeping nxt to Ding made it look all the more indecent...and trust me i will NVR do it again.. hopefully

oh yea...there were the cockroaches as well...luckily they preferred xunliang to us...:) and the cockroach ended up in a water bomb.

Nxt day....had a great time...splashing water on each other...and as a rogue i went around wiping ppl's life off...Galatia pwned all other wings by snatching all the 4 flags..the last 10 minutes was the mass free for all session...all wings ganged on us...and the whole galatia was practically surrounding and embracing the flags...not letting them go.

oh forgot...live praise went well as well....but now there's a new thing...mr ng commented that we needed to start witnessing and spreading the gospel as well...and we needed to have passion for the Lord besides only having the efficiency of admin work....well that's something to reflect upon...i hope the Lord gives me inspiration and strength to do this in the BB

well i gtg now...i have overshot my limit as usual...will continue blogging abt the past days nxt time....in installments :)

well guys...i'm sure you missed me :)

hmmm it's the hols now and unlike most ppl, i seem to have nth to blog abt, everyday has been a almost routine for me.....

1) wake up
2) Do my quiet time
3) switch on the com and play for alwhile
4) feel guilty about playing and proceed to do work
5) sometimes i play around and learn card tricks/play the piano
6) working for too long, super sian, eat lunch
7) go and play alwhile until my bro snatches the comp away
8) Retire and go back to work
9) eat dinner, watch tv, blog (like i am doing now)
10) realise i got more work and do.
11) stay up, more card tricks till i fall alsleep doing so

how fun...well occasionally i go and make an i/c at that place in lavender....or i go worship practise tomorrow....or i went for Exco meeting yesterday and then stayed back for a BB open duo with Vishnu....(ping pong ball rox)

today i chiong studying of sexual reproduction, and i take a tour of stuff that we've all learnt b4....was really really tedious lah....i nvr realised that sexual reproduction was such a looongggg topic and it took up like eight pages in my notebk (only PART 1!!). well ok....at least now i have studied and i can play alwhile...

but after that *looks at number 10 on timetable* looks like time to mug AGAIN!!! sigh

It poured today, and we wanted to go for youth outing...eee....unfortunately, i was nicely dressed in PE shorts and singlet....prepared for the kayaking today....so i was freezing by the time i had gone through the air con bus and walking under the later subsided rain.

first time in sentosa in over....ummm 7 years?

started with captain's ball...classic...well then we proceeded to dump hwee into the sea....yea carried her by the legs and arms and tossed her in :P...of course later in the name of sportiness we also jump into the lagoon, splash seawater around, play with seaweed and toss sand at each other...it must have been the weirdest sight.

3 on 3 basketball, i find out that i am not bad at basketball, i am VERY bad at it. I must have had a less than 25% success rate for scoring a shot, the trend was simple, whichever team i was on, the team would lose :)

ended with kayaking, but it started kinda badly, Uncle Wilson while pushing out the canoes, stepped on something, there was a small cut, but soon his whole foot started swelling and turned blue, we realised it must be some kind of venom....he stepped on a stonefish or something....the scariest thing was that it could have been any one of us, and it had to be him, poor guy....:( so we prayed for him, and he looked so much in agony as they wheeled him away into a taxi.

John, one of wilson's students accepted Christ....he's one of those poor thing christians, the parents force him to believe in buddhism and stuff and he comes to church in secret....we will surely look to aid him along his walk with Christ.

To those who may know (like Fab), Doreen passed away about a week ago, her heart stopped suddenly and yea...:( well thank God she survived for 15 years, becoz the initial prediction was no way pass 9 years. Well not that i know her that well, but the last time i saw her was a few months ago at preaching point...and was in her p3 class and in sunday school with her when i was back in the mother church....so saddening

well gtg guys.

Reasons for being extremely sleepy today:

1) BQ retreat....sub reasons:

2) Halo 2 for at lest 7 hours straight. Capture the flag and slayer were the 2 more popular ones. Me and Fab made a horrendous team while Bryan and Jerrold owned everyone with their 1337 skils.

Noteworthy events in HALO:

a) *somewhere in ivory coast*
Someone: Hey Fab, get into the warthog!
*Fab inches closer* Fab: ok
*As Fab approaches, the warthog speeds over and squashes him*
Cupid (Fab) has been spulttered
Fab: NOOOOooooo

b) *Bryan fighting with cool energy sword and rocket launcher duo (i.e most pwrful weapon combination)
*tim blasts the rocket launcher into Bryan* mind you i was on his team :)

c) Mr Sim: Hey Tim, you know you can do Banshee tricks in the air by pressing 'A' right?
Tim: Yea. *presses and Banshee spins*
Mr Sim: Now try another trick, hold X to do it
Tim: Ok *holds X*
*HAlo guy jumps out of Banshee, Banshee lands on Halo guy and he commits suicide*

d) Suiciding ALOT in Waterworks map. Score was finally 20-9 after 2 hours :)

e) Mr Sim: try driving up that rock tim...
Tim: ok *drives and gets stuck* AHH...*holds X and comes off tank*
*tank slams down on Halo guy...commits suicide* NOT AGAIN.

f) Flag to Flag melee combat. Capture the Flag in Coagulation, it is mad to walk from one base to another while carrying a flag.

3) Card tricks with Fab and Wesley, Wes finally learns the four pile slapping card trick

4) More Xbox the next day in some Xbox shop

5) we make too much noise, from next door and woman comes and screams at us
" You all make so much noise, i tell you, if you make noise one more time, i will get them to kick you out of this room. My parents are sleeping next door, and all night, you all make SO much noise, so annoying. I tell you again, i will get them to kick you out, you don't believe? TRY ME! I already kicked out a bunch of others from another room....try me* *stomps away*

6) Crash and BURN, we need counselling after damaging thousands of cars and blowing up millions of oil tankers

7) after that i wait 50 minutes at a bus stop for my dad, so sianz....

8) after that, the plan to go ken's house nvr materialized...i fall alsleep at home and later i miss an episode of LOST...boo hoo

I gtg...well thanks for the bdae gifts everyone! Mr Azmi for the wonderful watch and sean for the Kanji dictionary and Aunt Grace for the letter and email! Hammad for the email as well!