Dreaming...

so i sleep at some weird early time of 9.30 yesterday night, i set a personal record of longest time slept last night, one that almost matches up to sean's...i woke up at 12.30 this afternoon....wow i think GAC must have made me insanely tired....Funniest part was that i slept all the way through, as in i never woke up even once throughout the whole night, not even for a toilet break...so naturally i have the longest longest dream ever....i mean ever wondered how time passed in dreams? like does it pass like in normal time sense? if it did, my dream must have lasted like 3 hours....

i think i dreamt abt some cruise ride i had...i always have kinda funny dreams before.....last night was one of those nostalgic dreams...one of those dreams where i fly away back on one of my holidays....and i remember the times abroad...last night was about a cruise ride i think....and ya know sometimes i have dreams of going to australia and going to a hotel...it must have been alwhile ago...i had this weird dream abt going on an airplane flight for pretty long...then when i arrived...it was so real...so real...i was so excited...then when i set foot into aussie ground...the dream ended..

I think dreams are odd things....it's like you can make decisions in dreams...the events aren't inevitable at all...i get to choose between right and wrong and stuff...and the funny part is that sometimes i know that i am in a dream...i know that i can make the wrong decisions and get away with them...it's quite cool. Sometimes...you can even stop a dream...ever had a dream when you ended up in a dark place...say a dark alley? and you totally know that it's gonna be a bad dream? well i had one b4...and when that happened...i tried to open my eyes in the dream...as in...my eyes were open in the dream...but i could control my thoughts to open my eyes in reality...and i did!!! i got out of the nightmare.

nightmares aside....i don't want to be reminded of the various nightmares i've had...but tell ya the best way to avoid them...pray. Pray for God to give ya no nightmares and a gd sleep. hey it may sound really naive...but i've been praying that every night b4...and i've never had nightmares since. scary thought but i've heard that some nightmares may be spiritual attacks from Mr S.A Tan. so i pray really hard sometimes.

I avoid scary movies and stuff...i'm really scared of ghost stories and all...they freak me out...like when the adverts come on...i actually close my eyes throughout the whole thing...tell you sth...if someone really scares me or i go to a haunted mansion ride in an amusement park or sth...it's enuff to get me screaming like a girl....i mean i look like a coward sometimes but it just shows that i have so many fears....and this fear of the supernatural...well it leads on to the fear of the dark...which i also have....i hate being alone...i hate being alone at night...that's the worst...i hate being alone in a quiet room in the night...no sound...no light...nobody....*shivers*

sometimes i have lovely dreams....like last night...i nvr want it to end...but it always does...at the best parts...it always does...just a simple ray of sunlight into my eyes ends the dream abruptly, i try to go back to sleep to continue the dream..but it nvr works, nvr. wad a pity.

Most dreams i have are abt home, abt family, oddly i rarely have dreams abt frens and sch, it's really quite awkward...i would like to have some dreams abt frens, it'll be nice you know...like interacting with frens in the dream world. Maybe i could even dream abt back in shanghai or sth.

Ever had music in dreams b4? it's quite cool, sometimes there's this music in the background playing...and setting the mood, i mean there are no radios or anything ard...but there's music playing and it's so soothing sometimes...or sometimes it's a warning that it's gonna be a bad dream. I mean it's like my dream is one big movie or sth.

I had a weird dream last night...something abt my com having a comp virus or sth...weird...totally..other weird dreams include falling off a cliff and then b4 i hit the sea i wake up or sth, or that one abt the big mass of hwk....or the one abt the skirt....ok i won't go into that one....but it wasn't really nice...but ian would've probably enjoyed it...:P

well speaking of dreams...sean has this dream abt a girl he doesn't know...but apparently it's his aunt of something....funny eh? i mean you'd expect sean to have a dream abt a certain someone *cough* aloe *cough* rather than his aunt...

And mr azmi's weird dreams abt everyone...well it's a weird world out there.

well sweet dreams everybody...:)