BY THE WAY GUYS....the chatterbox is at a box beside my posts on the right....just scroll down and you'll see it...it's not like it doesn't exist...it's more inconvenient but yeah just wanna let you guys know it's there coz there have been like nil posts since...hmmm...:P

i'm worried for ian...he's so depressed....i know i don't know how he feels coz i never got very low marks for a test b4...but i need to console him somehow...it's not healthy to be constantly depressed. I think it's not fair to get other ppl upset as well when you're upset...i mean ian feels upset, so he starts daoing me for no reason and makes me feel like i've done sth bad to him....i feel bad coz i scored so well in IHS and he didn't....sometimes i'd rather score lower marks than cause others to feel sad or inferior....Poor ian...if you need emotional support, there are us frens ard to help ya...and don't forget God is most important of all, turn to him for help

abt false modesty....i'm not being falsely modest....i can't stand this false modest shiz...ppl try to be modest and i try not to make others feel bad by shutting up abt my marks and results...and then i get accused for being falsely modest...it's so silly...

SMP today...Derek used alcohol to sterilize his tie that got infected with e.coli, but he used the decolorizer one...splutz...don't be surprised if he comes to school with a white tie tomorrow, but he has 4 ties so i shld be ok. Parafilm is so cool, i wish i could take some home or sth. As of now, SMP still relatively slacker than ISO, but as Derek said...it's gonna get stressful very soon. On the way back, listened to derek's ipod and his non-mainstream music like 'So impossible', quite a gd song actually. We were bored, so derek gave me a lesson on pitching and intonation as well...i told him that ian (i think) said that he couldn't sing in pitch and he got dissed..lol

Worship practise. hwee playing on gd friday and me on easter day. I have to support hwee with a synthesizer though, she's improving but not very gd yet to be honest. Btw i tried drumming again and i'm getting better although i have some problems with stamina, esp with the bass drum....it's very tiring on the legs.

Well seeing grace kwee tomorrow, hope it's some gd newz bout our band..hopefully we won't have to redo our concept as phuan said...*crosses fingers*