-- love is a commitment, it's not a feeling, it's not that warm fuzzy sensation we get in romantic movies and such --- love is a choice. and yes, you got that right, i chose to love you (:
the rifts were always there, they were inevitable, interests aside, i guess we didn't have much in common, and there was always that same gulf that was felt - on the phone, in school, anywhere. the rifts just became more apparent. that's all. and it's ok, because the rifts sometimes make everything better (:
i'm really glad you found your niche. partially my fault for withdrawing - and i did, because 2007 brought a whole host of new problems and new struggles, and i chose to find solace in new company - but like you said, maybe it's for the better.
i just want you to know though. that no matter what. when you need a friend, i'll be there. i'll be a shoulder for you to cry on, i'll be the silent friend who patiently waits beside you when you cut the rest of the world off. at least for now - for the remaining of what's left in school.
when i said i missed you. i really meant it. because somehow one part of me regretted pulling away, as my affections and feelings were drawn toward others; i really regretted it. not just you, but many of my old pals as well. there was this day in class, i simply broke down and cried, the thunder roared outside, and i felt so lonely inside, and i was afraid -- afraid of losing all my old friends.
but i'm glad. and thank God for you still. (:
and i guess we know what will happen when we leave school; i used to think we would keep in touch forever and ever. but gradually, i guess i start to realise the reality of things - and that tells me that we will eventually lose touch, whether we like it or not - it's an inevitability that i'm not afraid to admit - but remember, that when we see each other in heaven - please give me a knowing smile? (:
who cares about rifts? we have an eternity to make up one day (:
in His love,
tim
tim
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hey bro, whatever it is, wherever we are, whoever we become...
dun worry. you're not alone. you have friends who are always going to be here for you. even if no one else, i can promise you that SEAN LIM will be here anyway. (:
CHIC SMILEY!!!!
Indeed, seeing that "1 comment" link reminded me that perhaps this is a better way to leave messages, considering the extent and manner in which the tagboard is being "utilised".
anyway, I sense much things, much feelings in this post (perhaps some unknown to you even haha). But in any case, I might be overreacting (again?).
Nevertheless, the reminder for you to take specal care choose the amount of time/effort you spend in everything will be heard once again from this nag of a friend.
Ah I knew you'd persist, but a lot of things have become quite predictable haven't they. Either way, in the words of many; its good to be back. In all forms. In all ways.
And best of all, you'll know who this is. Just to make sure that I read the imminent reply.
I don't think anyone from 4.9 2006 will purposely desert you. Take care for I've noticed you looking care-worn and weary. Happy Birthday too. :)
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