Monday, July 04, 2005

Ok since sean has requested about the band members....i will post it here:

we will need these ppl:

Worship Leader (yes we need someone to sing....but i'm afraid no one will want to take this position)
Pianist (was thinking ian???)
Keyboardist (I could do this....but any volunteers?)
Guitarist...prefarably acoustic electric...(Eric/Sloke or me....up to you guys)
Drummer (like duh right?)

Ok derek could play trombone for fun...just joking...lol. I went against a bass guitar, it's optional but i feel there's not a lot of need for a bass guitar, and plus without bass it would actually be less 'rock-like' and more worshipful. Plus that's not all, there's choosing of songs as well, anyone want to help with the choice of songs...not too contempt plz...keep it to the usual 'Mr Tan See Keng' kind of songs...those are fine.

Bible Quiz is coming so soon...no need to be anxious though...so glad that mr sim is behind us all the way...and like he says he's already proud of us b4 the competition....it was so touching!! thanks sir!!! and mr ng tried to twist a bit of his words today and told us that trying our best was the most important...but of course there's still that desire for gold...will try my best but there's no guarantee. Even if we don't win...well it's the experience that is meaningful in the end!! I'm looking forward to the Bible Quiz War games...lol imagine the dung gate....sec one lvl toilet :P

BQ training...mr sim with his clever camouflage...yangjian was tricked :) Jonpang's phone call was really hilarious as well. Today was nehemiah 11-13...names names and more names...gets kinda boring. Main takeaway today was that even though we repent and try to...most of the time after a short time we sin again...fortunately God is never changing and he will forgive us always...well it always happens to me...so i fully understand...thanks to God!

oh wellz wad's a youth day without free time?? today was a day where i had BQ and then tuition so i had no free time except 2 hrs of com and 1 hr of sleep...that is lousy.

hwee is going to play the main piano this sunday!!! yay!!! unless of course she breaks down then i'll have to go and rescue her or something :/

I'm starting to feel really lonely recently....it's like when i'm ard new ppl or even ppl i know...then it's like ppl are trying to avoid me or sth. Yesterday there was the youth outing...i tried to talk to the new ppl and frens...but no one responded...however...they can talk with hwee and the others...as if i'm like some kinda weird person...but you never know...maybe i'm being paranoid. After all their guys and hwee has her cute girlishness and all so maybe that's it :P

Then there's hwee's maid...nvr speak to me wan...i always try to make frens to no avail. In school, the same situation....half my 'frens' are there to copy off my worksheets and to take advantage of me....well at least there are some true frens....and yea i appreciate it a lot. In fact i often feel the true frens that i have are usually the most unlikely ppl, the most hated ppl in class....while the more popular ppl...well i just can't get along with many of em....

Other frens...well after sometime you kinda lose the original closeness....and the frenship falls apart...Some frens just don't get past the chit chat abt online games and similar interests. I always try to get past just surface things and try to talk more abt life and see how ppl are like and try to get myself involved in ppl's problems and help out and stuff...i always try to find out abt ppl's character...try to establish and true friendship that is beyond the usual talking abt sk and hwk and other stuff...it's not easy.

of course i have Jesus!! well that's comforting to know.

To all my frens out there...thanks so much...:)

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